Fuck I just can’t comprehend this. The fact that you KNOW me gives it more the reason for you not to do that. You know I get very distressed when come across physical contact other than my hands. To ask me to merely forget it, you’re no better than the rest of the male population out there.

I’m trying so hard not to let it affect my work but it’s obvious only half of my brain is processing *growls*


Morning Grumpiness

Heavy eyelids *check*
Aching joints *check*
Sniffing nose *check*
Unarmed with breakfast *check*
Thermos not switched on *check*

*sulks at the corner*

I’m smelling the lovely aroma of ‘Thosai’ with ‘Chetni’ that my colleague is eating and all I have is a packet of Whiskas in my handbag =(

Rainy Days

That day was one of the days I felt like I was someone. I felt like I’ve lost connection with everyone. Every time I talk to someone, the conversation somehow just hangs there…. leaving me scratching my head trying to keep things flowing. I just gotta keep reminding myself why did I make this decision that’s all.

To forget this whole crappy emo feeling, I must set my goal for the week which is:

To watch Confessions of a Shopaholic ROFL

Saturday was a blessing =) Went to watch The Unborn and regretted it T__T I’ll stick to chic movies kthxbai D8 It was funny to see Sylvene’s eyes pop out when she saw me “Omg gal… you change so much!” Same goes for Zef when I bumped into him the other day ahahah. I was taking an extra look at him to make sure I’m not gonna say hi to the wrong person. Don’t know why he stare at me until I sapa him D:

My phobia for bugs reached to some crazy level >_>;; Is there any word other than terrified? Cuz I think terrified might be an understatement >_> In 1-2 weeks, 3 roaches, 1 cricket and 1 grasshopper appeared. Erm I obviously screamed like crazy especially when when the flying roach appeared ._. this is one of the reasons I haven’t packed my things and moved out ;_; what am I gonna do if a roach appears when I’m alone? ;_;

Saw this during the MPH Clearance Sale *giggles*


Culprit! >w</

Hmm today I wasn’t greeted by a dog but a cat.=D;; and it pooped all over the office stairs >__<\;; The whole area kinda stinks now.

Am in love with the checkered gingham skirt ❤ RM50 + Rm40 for a nice off shoulder matching top. Very preppy school-like but I already have a checkered bf tee. I still have time to think since it’s restockable anyways ❤

I would’ve snagged this as well if only it was a jumpsuit instead of a dress. And second, I won’t wear this until I have a kinky pair of lace up boots from Nine West or I-Socks 8D. This piece is just gorgeous!!!! *A* Pic from Miss Nineteen.

Needed: Motivation

My work performance has downgraded a little. That’s bad cuz people here bitch at every single itsy bitsy mishap >__< It’s really difficult motivating myself just to get up for work thanks to the weather for the past few days =(. I arrive at work half-drenched thanks to the ruthless drivers >_<\ there’s no spirit to work any longer x_X

Offices should have dogs! *_*b Everyday we drag out asses to work dreading the 8 hours (or more) of torture. It’ll be nice to be greeted by your loyal furry buddy at the entrance, stalk you at work, be your foot rest ❤ *goes on dreaming*

Random: Neslo is my substitute for the Mocha latte =(

Random Musing

Two things I miss during the time I work at Bangsar.

  1. Chinese food
  2. Kaya & butter toast

Someone drag me out for toast and some good Hakka mee! TAT

Fuzzy Cat Brain

Arghhh I’ve been on my honyemoon too long that now it’s a bit difficult to adjust back to work x_X. I’m good for now after buying a cup full of sugar and caffeine from Starbucks. I know I should save by making teh tarik in the office but I hate powdered creamer zzz. It just doesn’t give the rich, creamy sweet taste that I pictured.

I’m a horrible make up addict right now T__T I was searching for some make up primer since I heard it’s effective for holding make up on oily skin and I came across Guerlain Meteorites Pearls Light Diffusing Perfecting Primer

Isn’t it so cute?!?!?! /*o*/ and it retails for RM200! *gets kicked*

Nah I won’t be investing in that. I’ll probably get MUFE’s primer. I also manage to find CD’s 5 Couleur Eyeshadow palette for only RM80 *_*b so it’s definitely a yes for that. Waiting for my SkinFood fixer to finish too, I can’t stand the icky fruity smell.

Crud… I planned to talk about other stuff but in the end this turned into a make up trash entry =(

Add on: *groans* Another make up sale in April. They have lots of perfumes there but I’m more interested in the Paul & Joe cosmetics and Givenchy’s gloss and lipstick but I’m afraid of the crowd >_>;;

Yay I Won! *snorts*

I’ve never felt so insulted receiving a prize. The winners list was just BS. Oh well, it’s rm500 *whistles* though I’m dissapointed in my performance. It was just…….. not very graceful haha…. I felt like some cartoon character for kids since some of the poor kids were crying from seeing Nemesis and Krauzer. I’m like some relief for the parents since they go “Oh look there. Got cat! :3” at their howling kiddies.

The performance was just… shit lol. If you ask me, I was just very ungraceful. Dancing in bedroom slippers clothed with fur is just weird… The audio was fucked up cuz the volume was raised to an unbearable level so it sounded quite terrible *facepalms* I’m just thankful I’m not like those thick-faced people who think they can sing but they can’t. I know I can’t and I just suck at it. Congrats to me for half of TS has heard my screeching *groans* Now I’m just thinking whether should I repair it or just plan a new skit or just plain plan a new project since Jared was complaining how unfair that this costume manage to bag RM1.8k in total for me lol. Cosplaying an 10 year old girl is tiring.

Was looking through cosmetics and fashion stuff. Coach’s 2009 Spring collection looks awesome. The bags barely have an ounce of the typical signature Coach look. Sounds like they’ve run out of ideas or they’ve hired new deseigners lol. Dior’s stuff looks awesome too T_T;; and I’m still silently wishing for my Blooming Bouquet DX The Benefit blusher that some girl used on me was nice >w< but I’m not familiar with Benefit cosmetics. It comes in weird packagings and weird names too =A=;;

I’m just so frustrated now =( Have a picture of a cute me *gets smacked*

Pic credits to Big and Busty. My arm looks so horribly straight.

Now that I have the prize money, I don’t know what to do with part of it XD;; I could get any of these:

  • Lisa Watier corrector wheel
  • Definite concealer palette
  • Manly 88 color eyeshadow palette
  • Treat people
  • Keep for Langkawi
  • BB Cream samples
  • Pigments!

Lol greedy me…


Once in a blue moon for me.


Movie outing in the middle of the night *_*b Marley and Me wasn’t as touching as I expected. The book brought me to tears, as for the movie? Meh.

Spent quite a lot of money lately @_@. Bought a new dress. Waxed and bleached my skin, thread eyebrows, bought make up from warehouse sale, bought a brush pouch and bought a kajal eyeliner which just came in today =D Just in time since I’ve got a guinea pig soon. I thought of trying Kajal since it’s cheap, creamier and made from herbs.

Gods I better go back editting my skit. I’m just taking a short break x_X

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